My schedule for next year:
Accounting 1
Advanced Intergrated Math
AP English 4
AP Euro History 2
AP Politics & Government
Creative Writing
German 3
Gym
Spanish 1
Who Dun It?
French 1


I love dilemmas that make me sit on my bedroom floor, roll over, cry, lie on my back, and cry some more. The whole time I wanted to call Chris, and talk to his voice mail on his cell phone, but I know he wont be able to see that he missed a call or anything. Than I just didnt want him to be at stupid practice so he could be online so I could talk to his away message, cause for some reason I always feel better when Im talking to him indirectly. Its like, I know that he will read and know what Im talking about and feeling, but I hate telling people directly how Im feeling, so this way its like, he "knows" how Im feeling cause he gets that sense.

I like him soo much, but Im scared. Im scared for a relationship with him and Im just scared for a relationship in general. I just dont want another Jack. I dont want another horrible person to be just stuck with and feeling bad for yourself and not knowing what to do.

Im always lost and confused.